Linda Goodgirl's.

I am getting crazy , crazy & really crazy of somethings. It's like making me more stress whenever I saw your status. Arghhhh , have th feeling of dying. Really tired of everything , it makes me feels like crying or maybe not. Thinking of it more day by day , no matters how long I stare at it I just want to cry out loud & pretend that it never happened before. But I can't! Why there is this word "Hate" & "Enemy" in th dictionary. Hate this and that , this and that course of some reasons. Can't it just be like th same , must you really make me cry infront of you. Everyone & everything have really changed this few days and th changes are too fast fr me to react it. Cut will be Great , Die will be Hate. My Close friends or maybe friends said that I changed alot. Some said I last time very Mean & now not so Mean. Some said that I am not as happy/cheerful like last time ; I don't really Joke and laugh alot in class nowadays. Some said I changed aft I stead as in my Attitude from bad to worst and I guailan people alot. I don't know whether is it true a not. If I attitude/guailan anyone of you before , I am Sorry to you. Friendships between my friends and I = Drift , can everyth be back to the same without any changes made?! Maybe everyth is my fault , I should not have done this and that. Blame me all you want & hate th person all you want. I really very tired of everything and can't be bother of it anymore. I don't feel like going home or even staying at home a single minute / second , I rather go to school and study th whole day long. I only can enjoy myself when I am with my friends , going home make me feel stress. Quarrels here and there , scolding here and there. What's this?! More and more problems coming up , more and more people hating th person. Arghhhhhhh , one side is my friends/close friends but th other side is . . . Haizxc. I may look strong outside but seriously I am not that strong inside , I do cry sometimes. Crying is a natural phenomenon for everybody. Everybody has a breaking point. Me, you. Even the toughest person on earth has one. Nobody is perfect we will cry. But stay strong and you will pull yourself out of that rut and continue on to fight another day. Don't know what will happened tomorrow , maybe I will go crazy and laughing thru out to cover my sadness or maybe quiet thru out. Maybe make tomorrow a meaningful one , last 3days in school before holidays start. Hope after th holidays everyth will be fine and turn out good after that.