Mood really swings this few days , it goes up and down like roller coaster. It went down without me noticing but went high for no reason too. Like what I said in th pictures , edit picture is just to make a picture to be better/nicer/Perfect. Although nothing is perfect , make believing it's perfect maybe it will help? Haiz. Have been editing pictures this few days to waste time or when I don't have any mood to do anything. Have been crying and crying over things , crying is like never enough bah? Why am I th person that have to face all this stuff? I don't want to be th unlucky want! But if I am not th one to be , den who will be? I don't have a choice at all! There's thousand and thousand of question spinning and turning round my head now. I am speechless and "useless" at th same time. I broke down and my tears flow out slowly , I couldn't help it at all! I seriously started hating everything and started to hate life or maybe everything now. Scolding me Bitch huh? Do you even know how's th feeling being scold bitch by people. I am sure you won't feel good/alright okay! How I wish you will know how I am feeling now. I use to be close w you , but everything change seems th day you met her and everything. You've been changing now day by day , hours , minutes or even seconds. What to do? I can't help. Know what I feel before th speech hurt , agagite yourself in my shoe and think about it. Maybe our friendship never meant to be last long. Perhaps I should learn to let go and move on. Maybe things will turn even better after that? It's really really hard for me to think positive , have been alone and not talking almost th whole day in sch? Do you all know how I feel? NO. You all never know , treating me like this. Does it really makes you all feel better? Really have lots of question now~ How I wish I can don't care about what you all say and take it as craps and forget about it. But can I? NO. You're once my bestfriends/good sisters. But everything changed after th Holidays. Seriously you changed alot , till I don't even recongnise you properly. Haiz , maybe you don't think so. But others think so too. Forget about it.. Seriously thanks to Xiangjuan and Celine and Chermaine fr talking to me , comforting and everything. Thanks alot I appreciate alot , will dedicate post tmr (: Say "CHEESE". *ERROR

Linda , withluvz.